Friday, April 29, 2011
Here I am two weeks later, trying with all my might to eke a blog post out.
See that above? That is my day planner. No it isn't as full as some people's, I am sure. But it's busy for me.
I am not going to compete with anyone to see who is busier. Oh how I hate that. Your busy does not outrank my busy. My busy is my busy. (or something...)
I have always believed that we make choices and "the busy" is just another choice we make.
I made a committment. So I have to be busy. But, I don't necessarily have to like it.
My biggest issue is that I don't seem to have the energy to do the things I love to do anymore. My camera is dusty. This blog is dusty for goodness sake. Don't ask about the coffee tables.
Sure, if I never sat down to relax for five minutes, I would have the time. But without the relaxing there is nothing left for the creative energy to do the things I love. Without the creative energy, there is no creativity. With the relaxing there is no time. See my problem? Vicious circle.
Sure I could cut back on sleep but what purpose would that serve? None, I assure you. Life is too short to go through it sleep deprived.
The problem is, how can life be fulfiling without the things we love?
This is where I am. Trying to figure it all out.